Maa

I saw you and felt how feeble I was
Have lied for years, that I have grown
And longed for you to make me small
Can I ever be as strong as your arms were
For not only my body they held my soul.

Now I am in my keeping, and I do know much
Except few things you un-knowingly showed
The strength comes from protecting someone
Without caring whether you can or cannot

Azal

Enlightened or Unconscious?
We all have pain inside us. The Pain of this existence is the blessed labor pain before life enters and we all are entitled to the pleasure of giving ourselves a new life here.
Pain is an undeniable part of us. Are we in touch with our pain? or we have pushed it in those deep recesses of the heart from where we cannot hear its cry. Without accepting it there is myriad forms for us, life after life separated from the whole. we will keep living in fragments. We will become rich, power full, famous but when the night falls and chirping of the birds stop that empty room will caress those parts where no outsider can ever reach. The sting of first separation will be felt in a unique manner. Many of us do not realize hence till the time we fall down asleep we use other humans or things like T.V, Radio, electronic games to keep us unconscious. Morning comes with a reason for you to be unconscious again by just drowning ourselves in work and ego play of the day.
Pain needs to be acknowledged, felt, lived, Known; through this comes the greatest support of mankind - his own heart or the eternal father.
The only real progress in life is when pain is felt within, accepted and decision to move-on is taken. The next step would be is like covering space level distance to reach our source. See your life as an outsider what is it that one has actually achieved? If its wealth, house etc all will be used by people whom you have nothing to do after death. If it’s fame you are after? Everyone is so busy seeing his own problem and pitying/patting himself that you will be forgotten. If its great deeds, Inventions impacting multitudes? Generations change you are a stranger to them at most you are a name to be remembered and written in the exams, (many do not like it) in couple of hundred years all is washed off. You are just a study.

Are you ready for a life where there is no living witness to your state? (Look deep we are looking for validation all the time someone to appreciate or at least notice). That is the life one should strive for. Where you are the doer and you are the witness of it. This is progression, advancement in life. The peace within will tell you so. The river will keep flowing whether you quench your thirst with it or not and it will become dry whether you have drank from it or not. It will rain it does not care for your crops Nature is not in need of your prayers, or gratefulness it is only concerned with its expression and caring for anything else would become an impediment or alter the true thing. Learn from it and all will fall into place. In the nature its giving is the part of original God’s plan the question mark is always on the taker. Leave great spiritual talks, gurus, books all your questions will be answered only if you delve deeply even into a single leaf of a tree.

The ‘Lord of the souls’ longs for ours. We are ever attracted to ‘KRISHNA’. Can you feel the pull?

Azal