Work gets to be a pain especially service industry because sooner or later one tends to feel that one is not able to give authentic thing and is only dancing at the whims and fancies o the other person, be it the boss or the client. I myself have dabbled with this question quite often and feel one thing which means a lot is to go on with the flow, and doing what ever is required of you, doubt creates a lot of problems by leading to unnecessary delayed action and decisions. There re many who try walk over you but getting into doubt and blame we give them the power to actually walk over us in a true manner, one might be made for bigger things but honesty to actual job at hand is the gate way to that, in the physical world one cannot seek the invisible through invisible means it has to sought with visible means (Hinduism), same way fire cannot be doused with fire, anger cannot be doused with more anger.

Azal